Now Imagine...
Once you discover you are the victim of someone with a Cluster B disorder, like Destructive Narcissistic Pattern, it changes you. Forever. - You realize you meant nothing to that person. - You realize they used you for sex, fun & games, money. - You realize if they used you for sex (saying they 'loved' or 'cared' about you) they were just masturbating using your body & emotions. - You realize you can't trust them or yourself. - You realize if they were a friend, they probably used you to meet other victims or to springboard a personal agenda. - You realize everything you were told was a calculated lie. Now imagine if you have had at least 15 of these people as friends or lovers in your life. Now imagine if someone like this was one of your parents. So you were raised by one. (Usually takes a child of a narcissist until their 40s to see it, if at all) Now imagine if a bunch of them were in charge of the government of the country you lived in. What to expec...