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WISHING EVERYONE A WONDERFUL CHANUKAH

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It has been a true pleasure & learning experience meeting other Jewish bloggers (and friends) these last 6 years. I have learned a great deal from you on my Journey. May you, your family and those you care about be well & prosper. Now let's go kick some blog butt. - Barbara

Tempered by Fire

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Like all victims and survivors, I would be lying if I didn't say I have asked "why me?" many times in my life. I fail to see what I ever did to deserve the abuse, smears, lies and cruelty I have endured. I have tried to live an upright life. Unfortunately I am very empathetic -- which makes me vulnerable and have been coerced and manipulated, only seeing the truth when I took off the blinders. I have had good things happen in my life. The biggest being my children, who are the light of my life. But my marriage failed, every relationship I had failed, a couple failed friendships, my health failed... so it is difficult not to see life as a failure. My conversion to Judaism truly feels like the right thing to do. It is difficult because Judaism is family oriented and I really have no family to share things with. But I achieve satisfaction and purpose in helping others. Without the horrendous verbal, physical, sexual and psychological abuse I have endured - I doubt I w...
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MOTHERING: BEING EVERYTHING My friend Chaim from Freedom's Cost called me a "tower of strength and reason" the other day. I don't feel like either so I guess I am still a good actor. Like everyone I make judgment errors and mistakes but I try my best to rectify them, apologize and move forward. I don't believe I am strong, especially after a 'breakdown' in 2004 that ended with my being in the hospital 3x and a clinic. I met some wonderful people though, people who'd also been traumatized - and were moving on despite it all. Something that does bother me is how my disability prevents me, in my mind, from being the sort of mother I would like to be. I don't like to give my job to caretakers, sitters, or anyone else which of course saps my strength. However, I do have loving, compassionate and savvy children with terrific senses of humor so I must be doing something right! My own mother, of blessed memory, and I used to argue a lot. One night she t...
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THOUGHTS ON POWER & FEAR To educate a man in mind and not morals is to educate a menace to society. -Teddy Roosevelt Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear -Albert Camus You see what power is---holding someone elses fear in your hands and showing it to them -Amy Tan The mediocre teacher tells The good teacher explains The superior teacher demonstrates The great teacher inspires -William Arthur Ward We tell lies when we are afraid. Afraid of what we dont know. Afraid of what others think. Afraid of what will be found out about us. Everytime we tell a lie, the thing that we fear grows stronger -Tad Williams PLEASE CLICK HERE TO JBLOG ME
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Israel's next regime must have clout This quote from the below says it all: THE DANGER of allowing a mortally wounded Olmert to linger in office for as long as another two years - admittedly an unlikely prospect - until the next elections is obvious. by Jonathan Tobin As a matter of principle, it is not the business of American friends of Israel to tell Israelis who should, or should not, be their prime minister. That is, unfortunately, a proposition that has been observed largely in the breach over the course of the past 30 years. American Jews, and American politicians, for that matter, have done their best - or worst - over the past three decades to try and tilt the outcome of Israeli politics and elections to suit their preferences. A left-leaning Diaspora Jewry often undermined right-wing Israeli prime ministers such as Menachem Begin, Yitzhak Shamir and Binyamin Netanyahu. The right-wing minority tried, albeit with far less success, to give Yitzhak Rabin, Shimon Pere...
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MARCH IS WOMEN'S HISTORY MONTH My two picks (so far) for women to be honored this month: MELANIE SLOAN “It's ridiculous,” says 41-year-old Melanie Sloan from her modest office in Washington , D.C. “I do not control the Justice Department. If you believe the right-wing media, I'm all-powerful.” THE ENTIRE ARTICLE HERE MELANIE SLOAN & C.R.E.W. VALERIE PLAME WILSON "My name is Valerie Plame Wilson, and I am honored to have been invited to testify under oath before the Committee on Oversight and Government Reform on the critical issue of safeguarding classified information. "I am grateful for this opportunity to set the record straight." PLAME'S TESTIMONY PLAME SAYS ADMINISTRATION "RECKLESS" PLAME SUES RICHARD ARMITAGE NEIL CAVUTO MAKES SNIDE REMARKS ABOUT PLAME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Long Island League of Wo men Voters Honors. . . The 22nd Annual Women’s History Celebration sponsored by the League of Women Voters on March 20, 2007 at the George ...